Before I get too far into this I want to put out a quick notice, this site may not be up much longer. For some reason I am having a hard time paying my renewal fees, not for lack of money, but the site will not accept my payment, I guess time will tell but at this point not much surprises me!

I have been under attack for weeks/months now and it doesn't seem to be stopping. The attacks have been so intense and so persistent that I have I have been missing things that I would normally notice right away!

This is to be expected I suppose but it is exhausting.

For some time now I have been listening to people talk about how people are changing... especially those who took the jab but I hadn't really noticed this too much in my personal life although almost everyone I know took the vax!

Lately however I am seeing it! I didn't really see it too clearly until Christmas day then it became very obvious to me!

I come from a fairly large family and although I am and have been the black sheep for some time that usually doesn't stop us from at least making occasional attempts to stay in touch. If nothing else at least on holidays.

Usually just a quick text message or phone call saying happy..... but this Christmas nothing!

To be fair I did get one text, from the brother who wants money from me but I tend to think that if he didn't want money I probably wouldn't have heard from him either... I could be wrong.... I hope so but I have been trying to mend this relationship and he won't even attempt to do the same so...

Anyway as I thought about this I realized that this coldness has been creeping in for a while now as has the darkness!

The Bible says that in the end days the love of many will wax cold.. this has never been more obvious, more clear than it is right now and it is still getting worse!

Now I tend to be pretty empathetic and sensitive to the world around me as well as possessing the discernment to see things that most people miss and this has been most of my life, but the darkness and coldness that I have been watching for decades now has now reached the point where even many of those who have been asleep are seeing it.... I don't think that anyone can deny what is happening now unless they deliberately choose to not see!

And most of the church stays silent!

When you see people being arrested for silently praying outside of an abortion clinic or other place of evil and nobody even seems to notice let alone stand up and do something then the world has grown very cold indeed!

Evil demands to be treated with respect while persecuting those with an opposing view and if you speak out against it you get labeled as being an evil hater and your view is censored!

No one is allowed to hear the other side even though it could save not only lives but souls!

Is there any question of exactly who is running the world these days?

Now because of my very radical views and my willingness to seek out answers and truth that most people are unwilling to even look at I tend to be an outcast and am for the most part not even accepted in most churches and I should note here that I have noticed this with other Christian truthers as well but I truly feel that I am being more and more isolated, more and more alone... Maybe you are feeling this way too.

Yet even though it feels like the powers of evil are trying their best to sever my relationship with God, with Jesus, I know that he still has me in his hand!

As I started writing this a little piece of paper showed up on my desk, although it is something that I may have had for a while I find it interesting that it appeared when it did!

I am going to share this with you!

The Lord says I am with you!

Israel, the Lord who created you says
“Do not be afraid-I will save you.
I have called you by name-you are mine.
When you pass through the deep waters, I will be with you;
your troubles will not overwhelm you.
When you pass through the fire, you will not be burned;
the hard trials that come will not hurt you.
For I am the Lord your God , the holy God of Israel, who saves you.
I will give up Egypt to set you free;
I will give up Ethiopia and Seba.
I will give up whole nations to save your life, because you are precious to me and because I love you and give you honor.
Do not be afraid-I am with you!
Isaiah 43:1-5

The darkness is spreading out across the entire world and claiming more and more souls, I believe that we need to be praying with as much intensity as we can right now as the darkness gets darker we need to shine more brightly!

Christ will come for us soon and the darkness will consume most of the world!

This world will be gone soon let's do what we can while we can!

Stay strong the Lord is with us!