Grief

I know I have talked about this before but it has become very personal at this point.

I have been researching and writing about this point in time for years now and for years I have been trying to wake people up to the fact that we are in the prophesied end days.

People don't want to listen... they don't want to know and it is killing them!

Oh I have gotten a few people to listen over the years but only a few and I thank God for each and every one of them!

A few years ago God spoke to me and yes he does speak to me occasionally but it is usually just a word or two but a few years ago he actually spoke a sentence to me which was “I am sorry but I cannot spare you the tribulation of Noah” to which I replied Huh?

Over the course of the last few years I have come to understand this statement very well.... especially lately!

I think about this statement a lot, in fact I am now thinking about it every single day!

For years now I have been grieving the deaths of millions/billions of people and I knew very well that this number would include most of the people I know and love!

However now it is getting personal, very personal!

Almost every day now I hear people say that they have gotten their shot or shots and they honestly believe that they have done a good thing!

What I am hearing them say is that they just committed suicide, not only in this life but in the next!”

I now know more people who have been “vaccinated” than not and that number includes many people it shouldn't!

This number includes pastors and people whom I thought were awake!

And every time I hear someone say that they took the shot I begin the grieving process all over again!

And I think about Noah!

I think about what it must have been like building the ark, knowing that all of these people who were scoffing and jeering would die.

And I really don't believe that there was any joy in that thought at all!

I think about what it must have been like after God sealed the door of the ark, to have to listen to people pounding on the outside, begging and pleading to be let in, knowing that there was nothing they could do to help them and this had to include people that they knew and loved!

This is a very hard time to be alive!

I realize that God said this to me to somewhat prepare me for what is happening now and for what is yet to come but it is a hard reality!

But we were warned!

Jesus told us this was coming! He even gave us details to watch for yet few people are watching and even fewer are listening.

I really shouldn't be surprised that people won't listen after all they wouldn't listen to God so why should I expect them to listen to me or anyone else trying to get the truth out?

But it still hurts!

I really want to believe that I am wrong about the vaccine being the mark of the beast but there are too many facts that cannot be ignored.

Even if this is just the first part of the mark it is still part of this and we simply cannot get around this fact.

We cannot get around the vaccine passport which you need to travel.

We cannot get around the fact that they are putting microscopic machines (nanites) into these so called vaccines which alter the human body.

We cannot get around the fact that this is gene editing technology which alters our DNA.

We cannot get around the fact that they are planning to use this tech to connect us to the internet of things and that we can be controlled via this technology!

We cannot get around the fact that we won't be able to buy or sell without it!

We cannot get around the fact that trusting these lunatics to put this vile poison into our bodies aka the temple of God is allowing them to defile the temple!

And the list goes on and on!

We cannot get around the fact that we are being exterminated and not just in this life but in the next as well!

So what do we do?

There are people who are actually awake and this includes over a hundred thousand doctors, lawyers, scientists and other legal and health care personnel coming forward and fighting back which gives me hope.

However our enemy is very smart and very clever and they have contingency plans for nearly everything so we pray!

It seems to me that we are in a race. Who will reach the finish line first?

If this is the fulfillment of the book of Revelation then we won't stop it! It will continue to play out until the end but we might be able to push it back for a while, we have to try!

I honestly believe that evil wins when good people do nothing!

I have to trust that there is a reason why I am still here, why God hasn't taken me home yet and why I am still writing for this page.

I have to trust that God is using this page to reach the people he wants to reach and that there is a reason for this.

So I write and I fight to the best of my ability to do so and I trust in the promises of God.

I hang on to the promise that some day soon I will leave here and go home where He will wipe away all tears

So we stand and we fight!

One of the lawyers in the videos that I put up Reiner Feullmich, made the statement that we will win this fight because we have to. Because losing means the end of humanity.

We must stand and we must FIGHT!

So for those of you who are reading this if you are dealing with the heartbreak and frustration that the rest of us are dealing with I just want to say take heart, you are not alone!

Have faith and trust in the promises of our Lord and savior Jesus Christ!