Pain and Heartache 

I took down the attacks page because I don't think that I will be able to finish it.

The truth is that I don't know just how much strength and time I/we have left so I think I need to focus on the more important things first.

This one is something that I believe most if not all of us are going through and I feel needs to be addressed.

For those of us who are awake and watching the horrors of end days prophesy unfold it is extremely painful watching the people whom we love commit suicide, and that is really all we can call it because nearly everyone on earth at this point has been presented with the truth.

I have to say that I honestly do not believe that anyone is going to come through this time in history without battle wounds and scars!

Including the watchmen, watchwomen and  the truth seekers!

As for me, I have been doing this for decades and I am exhausted physically, spiritually and emotionally and I am carrying a lot of heartache... a lot of pain.

I realized recently that those of us who are trying to warn the people we love are getting a doubly painful experience in this process because we have the pain of watching them self destruct combined with the pain of being scorned and rejected by the very people who we are desperately trying to help!

I have decided that I am done trying to warn them, at this stage I think it is pointless, they don't want to hear it anyway, so why bother?

For a while after the shots, I kept seeing people online talking about how people were changing but I wasn't really seeing it in the people I knew, but I am seeing it now.

People seem to be colder, harder and more self-absorbed and I am seeing this in nearly everyone I know now.

I cannot remember the last day I had when I wasn't in tears at some point during the day and I am so weary and so ready to be done with this world and I would be willing to say that many of you are probably feeling something similar!

What makes it even harder for us is very few, if any of us have anyone whom we can talk to about any of this!

So, we suffer though this in silence and isolation!

Although this does draw us closer to Jesus, it does feel quite lonely sometimes,

and  the irony is that even if you try to talk to people, they cannot understand unless they themselves are seeking Jesus... seeking the truth!

Unfortunately, this only makes it even more glaringly obvious who is and isn't actually seeking Jesus!

I find myself wondering if anyone I know will actually be saved!

The tribulation of Noah!

Jesus did warn me!

It isn't just me though, every single person on earth who is part of the watchman camp is going through the exact same thing... all of us!

There is some comfort to be found in the knowledge that we all share this common ground.... the tribulation of Noah!

I truly feel deep down in my soul that time has run out for this world and that Jesus will evacuate us very soon.

Those who refused to see the truth will now be forced to, one way or another!

They will no longer have the luxury of refusal!

As for us who do see Jesus, who do see the truth, well we get to go home!

I can hardly wait!

For me the pull of heaven has become so strong that I find it increasingly difficult to focus on the things of this earth, including this web page.

All of this will be gone soon, the internet the voices, the warnings and for the most part... the truth!

And let's not forget... the watchmen!

I cannot imagine how difficult it will be for anyone seeking the truth after nearly all access to it has been removed from this earth but we need to remember that this was their choice!

That is what we all need to remember... it is their choice!

So be encouraged my brothers and sisters our work on this dark world is nearly complete and heaven becons!

I will meet you soon!